ahh!
okies. i went to rjcat.com today and found out that triple jump (qualifying) date is 6/7!
they stated tentatively but i doubt much will change.
yeah. OMG! its like in 25 days! (3 weeks)
gosh gosh! tiffos and i were talking abt it this trng so i went to check out.
and yes. its in 3 FREAKING WEEKS!
im feel so unprepared still.
there's like no way i can reach even 9. _ m?
i dunno. i doubt my abilities.
shit! this sounds super dweebish!
but im not confident to go for this nationals.
its too fast! coming too soon.
im caught off guard totally.
until that chat that it dawned upon me that nationals is in 3 weeks.
sheeesh! it felt as though theres like still 2 months to it.
im dead!
rahh! i was the one who decided to take up track all over again.
cos i missed it like hell.
i miss the feeling of hurdling and jumping so much.
yes like how much i regret not joining back gym.
so yeah. i dint wanna regret again.
hmms. so i guess i cant blame myself or my passion right.
but of cos i will go out there to give my best with no regrets.
yupps.

block test 2!
i really really havent got down to it.
yesterday was my first day that i was serious.
geog is getting tougher. =/
tourism is already squeezing all my brain juice.
sustainable tourism/positive and negative impacts/blahblah.
i need something to boost my memory so that i can stuff everything into my tiny weeny brain!
econs lessons were rather fruitful and i hope these lessons can help me pass econs.
physics and maths. ill just cramp it in the last week!
my time management sucks.
or rather. i knew i have so little time since the end of sch.
but i was ignorant and i just wasted the whole of the past 2 weeks away!
crap! i am to blame!!
freak! there's so much to do and yet so little time.
(well people say that its just block test 2 and blah blah)
but still. if i dun get down to study now when will i?
i think i needa be more self disciplined.
and really really start now! not much time left!
i tot it was easy, but no! its not.
A's is really really tough.
no way near easy. wat was i thinking!
and oh yes. i wanna say something.
please la. im also a ordinary student
so please dont think that ill do well even i dont study ok!
i hate that! its not true at all.

my mind is so messed up now!
nationals bt2
nationals bt2
nationals bt2
nationals bt2
nationals bt2
nationals bt2
nationals bt2!!!
HUR!